This type of feeling is a psychological condition called learned helplessness. It comes from being repeatedly exposed to ‘adverse stimuli’ that we perceive as unavoidable or inescapable. An unfortunate but strong example of this is
Think about all the things you’re good at. There was a time you weren’t good at them, right?
Let’s face each day with that attitude in mind. Good fortune is not getting lucky. It’s not the ball bouncing your way.